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Testimonial
By Master Bernie
J. Fritts
I began
the martial arts due to my school life. During my pre-high
and high school years, I was the victim of bullies on more
than one occasion. Getting revenge became my number one priority.
I planned to learn martial arts, then find the people
that bullied me and show them how it felt to be bullied.
After
enrolling in the martial arts, I quickly learned that it was
not about fighting or revenge, but about controlling your
anger and yourself. After I had this revelation, I had a change
of heart. It became my passion to teach children to defend
themselves so what happened to me would not happen to them.
I had a dream and nothing was going to stand in my way.
I love
doing demonstrations and it became my secondary passion. When
I performed, I felt alive like I had never felt before. I
went to every single demonstration practice and performance
that I could. I wanted to show people that they did
not have to be afraid of bullies. I did not look like
the martial artists on TV, I looked like an average person
who was able to kick and punch in a way that they thought
only Superman could do.
When I
was a red belt, the unthinkable happened. I was doing
a demonstration at a local community civic center. We
had about eight demos to do that day. On the second
or third demonstration, I was doing a jump roll over about
7 people. I was on fire that day and cleared enough
for 9 people. Jumping so far brought me to the edge
of the mat and when I came up, I had some extra momentum,
so I added a small hop to keep from falling. Unknown
to me, someone had just spilled a Coke on the floor. My
left foot hit the spot and my ankle shattered on the gym floor.
My dream was over.
I come
from an incredible family. My parents (Herb and Shirley
Fritts) are still married and love each other very much. My
grandparents (Joe and Cora Cooper) helped raise me and taught
me right from wrong. I always live by my Grandmothers words,
"Love everyone no matter what they have done to you."
The only time I really disagreed and went against their
wishes is when they told me to quit Taekwondo after my accident.
However I didn't listen to them.
I went
to the doctor, and I was referred to a specialist. I
was told that if there had been any further damage, they would
have had to operate. I was very lucky. The doctor
also said that my martial arts career was over. Can
you imagine? My dream was over and there was nothing I could
do about it.
I was
raised in the church but I fell away. I didn't know
until years later when I heard someone say, "The Devil speaks
to your head. God speaks to your heart", that I finally
understood what happened. You see, I was going
to quit martial arts. One night, I was lying in bed
feeling sorry for myself, wearing this Robocop looking cast
on my leg, when something amazing happened. I cannot
really describe it, but I had this lifting feeling in my heart
and in it grew a determination not to quit.
I WILL
NOT GIVE UP! I yelled into the dark. Luckily at
the time, I was living alone or I would have scared everyone
to death. I decided that night, that no matter how hard
it was, I would not quit. I would not give in to the
voice in my head. I would follow my heart.
For six
months I wore that cast to class and worked on what I could.
My blocking and hand techniques improved considerably.
People thought I was insane, but I just said "I have
a dream and I will not quit."
Many years
later, I owned my own school and was in search of an instructor.
I was once again down and wanting to give up but still
following my heart. I got a phone call one afternoon
that would change my life forever.
This man
on the other end of the phone identified himself as Grandmaster
Edward B. Sell, a 9th Dan Black Belt and ordained minister.
He was headed to a prison in the area and wanted to
put together a team to go with him. He told me that
he was in an issue of the Taekwondo Times about a year before
and I might have seen him there. Now normally I like
to read magazines once or twice and then throw them away,
but the funny thing was I still had this magazine after a
year. I had thrown away all other issues I got but for
some reason this one remained.
I met
Grandmaster Sell and we went to the demonstration at the prison.
During his testimony I heard him say "The Devil speaks to
your head. God speaks to your heart." Things started
falling into place. I got to know him and his
wife Grandmaster Brenda while in prison. Afterwards, we went
to a local Pizza Hut and talked for awhile. I had found
my instructors.
I began
going to Sell Team demonstrations with them and went to Korea
for an incredible ministry trip. The first day we were
there, Grandmaster Brenda took me off to the side and I recommitted
myself to the Lord. At that exact second, I understood
why I did not quit when I busted my ankle.
The Lord
had a plan for me even though I did not know it. I have
become a permanent member of the Sell Team ministry and even
moved to Lakeland, Florida in order to work more with the
ministry. The Lord has provided for me in more ways
than I can imagine.
Today,
I am an internationally certified Master in Taekwondo. I
hold the rank of 5th Dan Black Belt and teach at the Sell
Team National Headquarters. If I had given up at red
belt, none of these things would ever had happened.
If you
ever have a time when you are at the end of your rope or just
want to give up on your dream. Turn to the Lord and
don't give up, for no dream is unattainable.
God Bless
Master
Bernie J. Fritts
Phillipians
4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens
me.
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